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'Drag Race's Rock M Sakura Opens Up About Sex Work Past
The performer shared the story in the aftermath of shootings at Atlanta-based massage spas.
March 18 2021 9:59 AM EST
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The performer shared the story in the aftermath of shootings at Atlanta-based massage spas.
In the wake of shootings at Georgia-based massage parlors, where the killer was reportedly heard saying that he would "kill all Asians"RuPaul's Drag Race season 12 contestant Rock M Sakura has opened up about her own experiences with sex work.
"I have to get something off my chest," the performer wrote to Twitter Thursday morning. "Something has been weighing very heavy on me for a long time now, but I feel needs to be said for me and for many [others] right now."
"With the violent crimes that have been affecting the Asian community as of recently and the hate crimes that were committed last night against Asian sex workers, I wanted to come out and say that I was a sex worker, specifically working with massage until my debut on season 12."
\u201c1/13\n I have to get something off of my chest.Something that has been weighing very heavy on me for a long time now, but I feel needs to be said for me and for many other right now. I want to preface this with, I'm not sure how this will be taken,if people will support me or not,\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
\u201c3/ 13 against asian sex workers,\nI wanted to come out and say that I was a sex worker, specifically working with massage until my debut on season 12.\n\nWhy is it important that I come out and say this to everyone? Everyday I have felt the emotional weight of keeping this secret\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
Over the past year, the United States has seen an uptick in unprovoked violence against members of the Asian community. This increase ran in direct parallel to rhetoric pushed by Republicans -- led by Donald Trump -- blaming China for the virus at the center of the ongoing global pandemic. As a result, a social media campaign began advocating an end to both the rhetoric and the violence.
This week, Robert Aaron Long went to three spas -- Young's Asian Massage, Aromatherapy Spa, and Gold Spa -- shooting and killing eight people. He later told authorities that he committed the act in order to "eliminate" his "sex addiction." According to him, he saw these locations as temptation. The statements showed evidence of racist fetishization, which the police have yet to publicly point out. Instead, they have hesitated saying the brazen attack was a result of race. This comes as a local Korean publication reported the gunman screamed he would "kill all Asians."
The tragedy has led many to speak out in support of Asian communities at large, but also specifically in support of Asian women and Asian sex workers.
"Why is it important that I come out and say this to everyone?" Sakura wrote to Twitter. "Everyday I have felt the emotional weight of keeping this secret from the community, and my fanbase, because of fear of being blacklisted from things like TV appearances and All Stars, slut-shamed publicly, or losing job opportunities in different countries." The performer noted that she has never been threatened or told these things would happen but had a fear of the unknown as a direct result of the stigma surrounding sex work.
\u201c4/13 from the community,and my fanbase,because of fear of being blacklisted from things like tv appearances and all stars,slut shamed publicly,or losing job opportunities in different countries (I was never threatened or told I was) . I remember feeling shame during DR when asked\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
\u201c6/ 13\n But right now people need to see, need to hear, and need to know that we need to #stopasianhate , and protect sexworkers. What happened last night was\nexactly what it looks like. A hate crime against Asian people.\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
"I remember feeling shame during [Drag Race] when asked [what I did] for a living, and I had to lie and say I was a full time queen," she continued. "The truth is, my job paid for my expenses while I lived in San Francisco] and helped me pursue and fund my drag, even on Drag Race." Sakura's experience is not alone, there have been many others (particularly within queer and trans communities) who have used sex work in order to make ends meet pursuing another passion.
"But right now people need to see, need to hear, and need to know that we need to stop Asian hate and protect sex workers," she continued. "What happened last night was exactly what it looks like: a hate crime against Asian people. I want everyone to have perspective, that could easily have been me. It could easily have been people you care about and love."
\u201c9/ 13\nand avoided talking about \nmy sex life, because to me, Sakura is not Bryan. Sakura is my vessel for expressing my love of all things cute and kawaii, fun and wild. But I think it's important\nright now to use her platform to help you realize how much this means to me.\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
\u201c11/13\nThank you all for reading. This tweet has left me very vulnerable. I really don't know how it will go. If I'll get cancelled, if I lose my supporters. I know I didn't have to make this \ntweet. But, I wanted to be brave. Please know I love you all,\u201d— Rock M. Sakura (@Rock M. Sakura) 1616039097
"I have often distanced myself from talking about matters involving myself sexually, tried to distance myself from thirst baiting, and avoided talking about my sex life, because to me, Sakura is not Bryan," she continued. "But I think it's important right now to use her platform to help you realize how much this means to me. How scared I am right now. After this tweet, I hope you will all respect me enough to understand that I will talk about this further if I want to. But, also know I don't regret sex work and I don't feel shame now that I've come out publicly and said it."
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Mikelle is the former editorial director of digital for PrideMedia, guiding digital editorial and social across Out, The Advocate, Pride.com, Out Traveler, and Plus. After starting as a freelancer for Out in 2013, he joined the staff as Senior Editor working across print and digital in 2018. In early 2021 he became Out's digital director, marking a pivot to content that centered queer and trans stories and figures, exclusively. In September 2021, he was promoted to editorial director of PrideMedia. He has written cover stories on Ricky Martin, Miss Fame, Nyle DiMarco, Jeremy O. Harris, Law Roach, and Symone.
Mikelle is the former editorial director of digital for PrideMedia, guiding digital editorial and social across Out, The Advocate, Pride.com, Out Traveler, and Plus. After starting as a freelancer for Out in 2013, he joined the staff as Senior Editor working across print and digital in 2018. In early 2021 he became Out's digital director, marking a pivot to content that centered queer and trans stories and figures, exclusively. In September 2021, he was promoted to editorial director of PrideMedia. He has written cover stories on Ricky Martin, Miss Fame, Nyle DiMarco, Jeremy O. Harris, Law Roach, and Symone.