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Showgirl of the Year: Charlene Incarnate
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How Charlene Incarnate Inherited the Legacy of NYC’s Drag Scene

The star of HBO’s documentary ‘Wig’ is Out100’s Showgirl of the Year.

As a drag performer deeply rooted in New York City's queer nightlife scene, Charlene Incarnate could never separate her identity from her work--not that that's something she's interested in. "My queerness and my career are dance partners," she explains.

Charlene (who is most widely known on a first-name-only basis -- Cher teas) began her career in local gay bars, quickly making a name for herself with jaw-dropping performances that created wildly visceral reactions from her audience, something that drew her to drag in the first place. "That's what gay people are good at," she acknowledges, "being audience members and contributing energy."

Drag also allowed her to "tranifest" her femininity, eventually leading to her transition, which she promptly used as material for her work. One of her claims to fame is injecting herself with estrogen during a live lip sync -- a performance piece that's become something of her signature. Gay dive bars and untamed warehouse parties provided "stages where I could enact the things I was feeling on the inside," but they also provided something far more important for the performer: an audience.

The relationship Charlene developed with her admirers was the foundation for the popularity of Casa Diva, the queer house where she hosted events for three years before eventually moving out. Charlene sees the closure of that space as part of a larger narrative of what's happening in the city's underground queer scene. "We saw the shuttering of every space [queer folks threw] parties in, every space that wasn't a typical gay dive bar. They're all gone now." The artist grieves both her home and the community it provided, and the fact that spaces like hers are "even rarer or nonexistent in the neighborhoods that [queer folks are] still occupying."

Thankfully, the story of Casa Diva was preserved in HBO's 2019 documentary Wig, which traced the legacy of '90s drag festival Wigstock and its impact on New York City's queer culture straight to Charlene, one of the film's stars. Casa Diva is now irrevocably part of the canon of the city's queer history, which Charlene is grateful for, as both Wigstock and her art space were "born out of the same spirit -- queer family." Now, she mostly sees Casa Diva "as a talisman and a culmination of a lot of other pieces of the story that came before it."

Wig centers the community of drag, not the commercialization of it, largely leaving out more popular incarnations of the art form, a la RuPaul's Drag Race. "Taking drag out of nightlife is like taking it out of queerness," Charlene says, adding that drag "happens in the spaces that were left to us."

And as we've learned through icons ranging from Marsha P. Johnson to Divine, drag is an art form that comes from marginalization, one that is inherently politicized, and even more so when it's enacted by politicized bodies. "We're engaging in hyperqueer and non-normative lives, and that's what makes us drag queens. If you're not transgressing societal norms or heteronormativity with your body," Charlene insists, "you're just playing dress up."

As drag is removed further from its context, what does that mean for the art form, and for the scene where it once thrived? Charlene, while worried about her own instrument and the toll performing takes on her body, remains hopeful about the future of her restless city. "Nightlife will flourish as long as [New York] is still attracting young creative people," says the performer, who made that same pilgrimage once upon a time. There, she found what she was looking for in the night: "feelings of togetherness and intimacy and likeness."

This story is a break out from Out100's Culture and Entertainment package. Read about Bowen Yang, Papi Juice, and the Drag Queens of the Year in other breakouts as well as a listing of all of Out100's film, television, and music honorees.

This piece was originally published in this year's Out100 issue, out on newstands 12/10. To get your own copy directly, support queer media and subscribe -- or download yours for Amazon, Kindle, or Nook beginning 11/21.

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Daniel Reynolds is the editor-in-chief of Out and an award-winning journalist who focuses on the intersection between entertainment and politics. This Jersey boy has now lived in Los Angeles for more than a decade.

Daniel Reynolds is the editor-in-chief of Out and an award-winning journalist who focuses on the intersection between entertainment and politics. This Jersey boy has now lived in Los Angeles for more than a decade.

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9 Breathtaking Portraits of Interracial LGBTQ+ Lovers by Ryan Pfluger

In their new book of LGBTQ+ couple’s portraiture Holding Space, Ryan Pfluger lets love guide the lens.


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“I exist at the intersection of marginalization and privilege. I am queer — I am nonbinary — but I’m also white. Grappling with how to handle that as an artist — for my work to investigate a nuanced and complicated space — has been a long journey,” begins photographer Ryan Pfluger (he/they) in his introduction to Holding Space: Life and Love Through a Queer Lens, a revelatory new book of portraiture centering interracial LGBTQ+ couples.

In Holding Space, the meaning of the introduction is layered. The reader learns of the intent of Pfluger’s project — to explore intersectionality through photography of these subjects. But it’s also an introduction to Pfluger, who reveals that his career choice was influenced by an upbringing where he felt powerless. “My father a drug addict, mother an alcoholic. I was outed by my mother at 13 — an age when I didn’t even know what that meant for me. Control became an abstract concept that I was never privy to,” Pfluger shares.

“The driving force to be behind the lens though, was my instinctual desire for people to feel seen, thoughtfully and lovingly,” they add. “From my own experiences and of those I love, I know how damaging being seen through the eyes of judgment, racism, sexism, transphobia, homophobia, and so on can be.”

Gaining control — guiding the lens and the narrative — was an early driving force behind his work. (A renowned celebrity photographer, Pfluger will be known to Out readers for their 2015 Out100 portraits, which included Barack Obama and Caitlyn Jenner.) As photography became “less of a craft and more a part of my being,” however, “I discovered my gift to create art also held space for others—that relinquishing the control I had so desperately craved can be more powerful than possessing it,” Pfluger says. “Photography became a vessel of healing.”

To heal, hold space, and explore intersectionality in a way not seen before through their medium, Pfluger set out to photograph interracial LGBTQ+ couples within their social circle. This time, he did indeed relinquish control and let his subjects tell their story. They could choose the setting and their style of dress or undress. The only requirement was that they touch one another in some fashion.

By the project’s conclusion — “two cross-country trips, over a thousand rolls of film, and sixteen months later” — Pfluger had documented over 120 couples, many of whom were recruited through social media and the internet. Some had broken up over that time period and pulled out of the project. Others wanted to share their heartache. Their stories, in first person, accompany their portraits, which launch Holding Space from the genre of photography book to a work of nonfiction, a chronicle of queer love in the 21st century.

“That is the beauty of relinquishing control,” Pfluger concludes. “Allowing the space for things to evolve and change — for marginalized people to have control over their narratives regardless of my intentions. To listen and learn. That is why Holding Space exists.”

Over 70 portraits and accompanying essays are featured in Holding Space, published by Princeton Architectural Press. The book also boasts excerpts from luminaries like Elliot Page, Bowen Yang, Ryan O’Connell, and Jamie Lee Curtis, and a foreword by director Janicza Bravo. Find a copy at PAPress.com, and see a selection of photography below.

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Akeem (he/him) & Samuel (he/him)

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“Despite our different desires, truths, and fears, there was a unique familiarity that made space for us to better understand each other.” — Akeem

“We challenged the system when we decided to be together, and we’re challenging it again by staying in each other’s lives and preserving the bridges we’ve built." — Samuel

Liz (she/her) & Carlena (she/her)

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“Each and every day I am humbled by the intersectionality of our love. By the way our individual ethnicities, races, upbringings, and queer identities guide us toward an even deeper understanding of self and other.” — Carlena

“My hope is that by continuing to love one another openly and fearlessly, future generations will be inspired to also love without any bounds.” — Liz

Chris (he/him) & Joe (he/him)

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“We are proud to be one of the few queer interracial couples within our immediate or extended family/friend circles, which has encouraged us to speak to our experiences and help others learn alongside us.” — Joe

Jobel (he/him) & Joey (he/they)

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“The beauty that we are coming to experience in owning our sexuality is that we can define what it means for us and how we want to experience it.” — Jobel

Luke (he/him) & Brandon (he/him)

“Our differences are a plenty, but this love does not bend.” — Luke & Brandon

David (he/him) & Michael (he/him)

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“We started our relationship at the height of the pandemic, and it was amazing to be able to run to Michael and feel safe in his arms.” — David

Milo (he/him) & Legacy (he/they)

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“Queer relationships aren’t tied to the limited, binary expectations that typically define heterosexual relationships.” — Milo

“Creating more healthy space in our friendship has been peaceful for us. I feel we are embracing a new form of love.” — Legacy

Coyote (he/they) & Tee (she/they)

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“Loving you feels instinctual, like a habit I was born with. It feels like I was born to love you.” — Tee

“I can feel you loving something deeper than the surface of me and it makes me feel so alive.” — Coyote

Jo (they/them) & Zac (they/them)

Ryan Pfluger

“What can I say other than it is incredibly life-affirming when Jo and I are able to achieve the level of coordination needed to experience the sensation of ‘them,’ and that it helps when I say, ‘I love them’ or ‘I trust them.’” — Zac

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