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Kevin Aviance personal essay resilience authenticity black queer community
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My unapologetic journey on embracing resilience and authenticity

Kevin Aviance's life story unfolds as a vibrant symphony of resilience and artistry, deeply resonating within the black queer community and leaving an indelible mark on society's cultural tapestry.

Growing up in a bustling household set the stage for my life's symphony—a blend of chaos, harmony, and relentless drive. My journey wasn't paved with formal training but molded by the gritty, vibrant streets of New York City. The hustle, the grind, and the raw exposure to life's unfiltered essence became my alma mater, crafting a performer unafraid to bear his soul on stage.

Art for me was never just an expression; it was a lifeline, a mirror reflecting the multifaceted experiences of my life. Each performance and note carried the weight of my trials, triumphs, and the unspoken stories of those who shared my path. Little did I know this would resonate deeply within the black queer community. My art became a beacon, a testament to the power of visibility and empowerment in a world that often sought to dim our light.

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The House of Aviance, my chosen family, became a sanctuary for me and many others—doctors, lawyers, and artists, all thriving under the banner of our collective identity. We were a testament to the enduring spirit of the ballroom culture, a vibrant tapestry woven with threads of resilience, creativity, and unapologetic authenticity. This culture, our culture, has seeped into the mainstream, leaving indelible marks on music, fashion, and the very fabric of society. Icons like Madonna and Beyoncé may have brought it to the global forefront. Still, the unyielding spirit of the ballroom dynasties held it aloft, demanding recognition and respect for its artistry and people.

Challenges from external forces and my own missteps have punctuated my life's narrative. Yet, each morning brings a renewal, a silent pact to embrace the day's potential, rise above the fray, and continue the march forward. This resilience, born of adversity, has become the cornerstone of my message to the community—a clarion call to embrace each day as a gift, persevere with grace, and always move forward.

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The landscape for black queer artists has transformed dramatically over the decades. From the fringes, we have moved to the forefront, not just participating but leading conversations, shaping culture, and redefining norms. The respect and recognition that eluded us for so long are now within grasp, propelling us towards greater heights, towards a future where our voices are not just heard but revered. Seeing children like Honey Balenciaga hold the GLBOAL stage in their awe, beauty, and talent is so inspiring.

My music, my art, is a mosaic of my life's experiences, a celebration of liberation, identity, and the unyielding quest for self-expression. It is a dialogue with my audience, an invitation to explore the depths of their own stories, to find solace and strength, and perhaps a reflection of their journeys within my melodies.

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The recognition of my work by artists of the caliber of Beyoncé has been a surreal chapter in my story. To see my voice, my essence, woven into the tapestry of her art was a validation of my journey. But also a sign that Black queer stories - our stories, our struggles, and our triumphs - resonate far beyond the confines of our immediate surroundings. It is a testament to the universality of our experiences, a bridge connecting disparate worlds through the power of art.

To the queer artists of color who stand on the precipice of their journeys, I say this: Embrace your truth, your identity, and your artistry with unwavering conviction.

The road may be fraught with challenges, but it is yours to claim. Let your art be a beacon, a force of change, and a source of inspiration. In the tapestry of life, let your thread shine with the vibrant hues of your unique story, for in the end, your authenticity will leave an indelible mark on the world.

Kevin Avianceis a musician, drag artist, and nightlife personality based in New York City, with a renown career expanding across nearly four decades. Like and follow Kevin Aviance on social at @kevinavianceofficial.

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Jack Macdonald

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Want to save LGBTQ+ lives? Take a 5-minute Narcan training

In the pulsating lights of the club, writer Jack MacDonald waits by the bathroom, offering fentanyl test strips to clubgoers.

Charli XCX's "365" pulses on the dance floor as strobe lights illuminate a mass of sweaty bodies. In the hallway by the bathroom, I wait patiently for clubgoers to pass by.

"Fentanyl test strips?” I ask them. "For you or your friends?"

This is harm reduction in action: a strategy that prioritizes community well-being and human life over convincing people not to do drugs. It pairs drug education with lifesaving resources such as fentanyl test strips and naloxone (typically known by the brand name Narcan). In doing so, harm reduction empowers people to recognize an overdose and know how to intervene, potentially saving a life in the process.

Research is unclear about LGBTQ+ overdose rates, particularly when it comes to fentanyl. We do know that LGBTQ adults are twice as likely to use illicit drugs due to social stigma and lack of specialized support. It is not uncommon to find drugs in nightlife spaces like gay bars and clubs, as these spaces remain a common social outlet for LGBTQ adults. Yet, when we talk about tackling substance use and overdose death in the LGBTQ community, party environments are often deemed a risk.

What if we treated them as an opportunity instead?

Volunteering for End Overdose Boston, my local chapter of the national nonprofit, has brought me to nursing classrooms, resource fairs, and nightclubs. Each setting is unique, but I have found the club particularly impactful.

For one, harm reduction in a club is accessible.

It means that people do not need to seek out a doctor or reputable clinic to learn about drugs and how to safely avoid an overdose. Narcan training typically takes five minutes, which is the same amount of time people might spend waiting for the bathroom or bartender. Convenience lowers access barriers.

Additionally, club overdose education creates a timely opportunity for people to ask drug questions in a space where they are often relevant, whether they are drug users or not. Clubgoers may engage with or ignore harm reduction volunteers entirely without coercion.

Accessibility extends beyond patrons as well. One of the most impactful trainings I taught was with a club security guard who often encountered drugs but never learned how to use Narcan. He left our table with resources and more knowledge. Harm reduction in LGBTQ nightlife spaces emphasizes the role of community in a community-related issue.

Medical distrust remains a prominent issue in the LGBTQ+ community, with many people afraid to speak to a doctor about drugs due to fear of judgment or advice prioritizing abstinence over proactive measures. Stigma and distrust further this issue, with studies like the United States Trans Survey flagging 33% of participants as having experienced a negative experience in a healthcare environment due to their gender identity.

Overdose education can be tailored according to the specific social dynamics relevant to LGBTQ people. For example, educators might spend time speaking about drugs most common in LGBTQ nightlife spaces. They might also use popular nicknames instead of medical terms.

Trust is also paramount. Suppose a gay man has a question about his partner's drug use and wants to know about fentanyl testing. In that case, he can ask openly, knowing harm reduction educators are aware of the space they are in. This can make a stigmatized topic more approachable and easier to tackle. It is helpful if trainers are familiar with the LGBTQ community and relevant party spaces, as personal experiences can add depth to the discussion.

Frankly, a one-size-fits-all approach doesn't tend to work when it comes to drugs. Not all drugs are the same, and not all people who consume drugs are the same.

Some may question why LGBTQ framing is needed. Can harm reduction work in all club settings? In short, yes. However, the approach can be more effective when grounded in community. Why not meet people where they are? Encouraging dialogue about drugs and overdose prevention in LGBTQ spaces may empower peer education and community discussion, an approach similar to HIV prevention and safe sex.

Harm reduction education in a nightclub setting is actionable. Fentanyl, which is highly addictive and can be deadly, is showing up in party drugs. If people consume party drugs in party environments, we should teach lifesaving strategies in those party environments. Those partygoers could theoretically apply this information about how to intervene the same night. They may be more likely to test a substance for fentanyl rather than risk overdose if resources to do so are free and on hand. Club education can function as a direct-to-consumer or direct-to-bystander model. Even if someone doesn't do drugs, they might know a friend who does.

In a party environment, knowing the difference between someone falling asleep due to alcohol intoxication and falling asleep due to overdose is paramount. Paired with on-hand resources like test strips and Narcan, LGBTQ people can be equipped to support peers without involving a middleman. This approach works. I personally completed a harm reduction training at a community event and left with two doses of Narcan to carry. A few months later, I used one of those doses when witnessing a drug overdose on a train platform.

Harm reduction in LGBTQ nightlife spaces is accessible, community-oriented, and actionable. While not an end-all solution, it's a positive step in the way we realistically frame and approach LGBTQ drug culture.

Jack MacDonald is a Boston-based harm reduction advocate, writer, and Program Coordinator at Harvard. He is a Public Health Voices fellow for the Harvard LGBTQ Health Center of Excellence. Jack graduated from Boston College and has been featured in the Wall Street Journal’s Future View column. Views are his own and do not represent his employer's or affiliated organizations' views. You can find Jack on LinkedIn and Bluesky.

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